Blood red
and bleeding, and bleeding
Holding on
and waiting and waiting
should i let go
just lay here and die
should i let go
just lay here and die
but it's never fucking leaving me
but it's never fucking leaving me
get a fucking way from me
I'm losing my grip, I'm losing my grip
I'm letting it go
and it waits in my head
and it festers and it binds
and it wraps itself around my mind
and brings me
into a downward spiral in a sudden realisation of who I really am
and it's the 3am calls
and it's the up all night waits till dawn
you're a piece of who I am, that I'll always resent, but I'll never find the courage to break free of
and that's the hardest part about being so alone
and that's the hardest part
of being
and that's the hardest part about being away from home, and no matter where I end up
Or where ever I go
I'll always know
that it'll be manifesting and growing inside of me
until I'm sick to death
until I'm sick to fucking death
and my own worst enemy
and thats when it'll leave
and thats when it'll leave
leaving me stricken and broken, a lifeless shell
and trapped inside a constant living hell that I brought upon myself
that I brought upon myself
that I brought upon myself
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